Another blog?! Yep! This has been a work in progress for quite some time (my previous blog can be found HERE). After Cade passed away, I started writing and filing my writing away. I never published them. I am not sure why- I think it is because I was so depressed I felt I had nothing of value to add to anyone’s day and I didn’t want people to associate me with this dark cloud over my head all the time, even though that is exactly how I felt.
Writing is therapeutic. And now with a new baby home – Berkley Ann (also referred to as B, Berk, Berkie, Berkley Bear… you get the picture)- I want to be able to document our life and provide a resource (and maybe some hope) for those people currently walking through the trenches of infertility or loss. I spent last summer just googling things like infant death & infant loss trying to find other people similar to me. I did find some and they were a huge help to me as I read about their stories and got to follow along in their journey.
I am literally a different person now from the girl in The Adam and Emily Show….although she was kinda funny and possibly witty at times 🙂 New girl, new baby, new stories, new blog!